One thing that has hit me while reading, is Jim’s
transparency. He was not some “superhuman” Christian… and it’s so encouraging
to read of his struggles that are the same struggles I battle today. It’s a refreshing
reminder of 1 Corinthians 10:13 “No temptation has seized you except what is
common to man. And God is faithful; He will not let you be tempted beyond what
you can bear.”
The book is mostly comprised of his journal entries and letters
written to friends and family (compiled by his wife). Knowing he gets killed in
the end, it’s interesting reading through his journal/letters as he struggled with
his very real passions and emotions. His love for Elisabeth as a young college
student, and his love for God. His talk of papers and essays being due… I love
how Elisabeth doesn’t leave out what seem like unimportant details. By leaving
the part in where he writes his mom for pillowcases and other necessities,
makes him more real to me. He used to put on his pants every day just like me!
I don’t know… there are a lot of things I experience, read,
and hear that stir something within me that I can’t really put into words. I
try my best to present my inner thoughts in a comprehensible way, but most of
the time, I stumble over the fluidity of my sentences and the thoughts I’m
trying to get across gets lost in my own rephrasing.
Maybe it’s because I relate so strongly with him. So much of
what he wrote in his diary, unaware it would be read by a young Christian years
in the future, feels like it’s been taken right out of my journal. That might be why it’s so refreshing, to take a personal look into the mind of
an honest, real Christian. A man so evidently used by God is encouraging
because I see myself in Him.
I take comfort in that, because Jim and I take comfort in
the same God.
One other bit I enjoy from reading through, was Jim’s poetic
mind. He occasionally would write to Elisabeth with such beautiful imagery… And
his description of the west, and wild open land… something about it just moved
me. He was studying ancient Hebrew and Greek and occasionally would write to
her in Greek (what a romantic! haha).
There is so much to be learned from Christians who have
passed from this physical world, and I pray I would be like these men (and
women!)
of old. I’m daily growing and learning, and I feel in my Spirit God has
something in store, and I will wait patiently and joyfully as I live day to
day, growing from grace to grace.
Check out the book if you can. Blessings,
Dan.
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